A poem of a broken heart

I saw him and thought he was the one we hung out, laughed,and talked for hours He told me he loved me but it was all fake He acted like he wanted me until I got my heartbreak He told me things are moving to fast but I was taking it slow He posted me saying that I'm his forever but it was all a joke I fell in love because I thought he was good I was going to change my plans to stay but it all went away I've never been hurt so bad before but there's always a first A first love A first heartbreak And a first heartburst I'm starting to give up before it all gets worse No one understands how tough this is for me sometimes I laugh sometimes I cry sometimes I don't feel like being happy I want to give up I want to fight But sometimes I just want to live a happy life