A Poem 2 YAHSHUA

Lord God Jehovah Most High I need strength from above If I'm gonna survive I am weak broken and hurting Living in a state that is so uncertain I look to you for a power above my own because it is you who sits upon the Throne Please hear my words that I send up to you Without your help there is nothing I can do I don't want to be cast away or forsaken Deep inside I am tired and aching trying not to cave in to cravings 2 those things which are so enslaving I look to the Savior who died on the cross for all who are broken for all who are lost am i supposed to give up ? I've asked u 4 death it's like u want me to fight til I've got nothing left so I continue to pull barbedwire through my soul that's how my gut feels when it tugs and it pulls nightmares of my love that never go away im searching 4 peace who knows the way?