A Ocean for a mind

My mind feels like an Ocean, It can create beautiful and wonderful images. But at the same time it can create chaos and destruction. It can hurt people in ways you can't fathom. It can drown people in desperation and pity. But at the same time it holds a beauty. A beauty that is sadden by storms that make the waves so high. So high and mighty that it takes over that beautiful image. And it drowns that image with sadness that no one can heal. And it's strange to think how something so beautiful can be so dark. It's like a hole in my heart. That keeps expanding each waking second. Like the Ocean, No one knows what in it. You see no one knows what's in my black heart, Because I put up this wall in between my heart and others. Because people might not want to know what's under the Oceans surface. And people definitely don't want to know what's under my surface. Under my surface there's sadness and guilt. Because I have built a barrier between the world and I. And I don't know why. But I can't tell you more about my mind, Because I myself hasn't found much in it. It holds a lot and that's the reason why, I have an Ocean for a mind.