A needle in my air

Doesn't it feel Different. Crying but this time it's different laughing at life but it hurts different making your favorite dish but now it's different sleeping but now it's weirdly different eating but now it's different let me clarify this Breathing takes afford so I wait crying takes heart so I stall laughing takes joy so I keep quiet cooking takes time so I delay sleeping has a price so I save eating comes with a sacrifice so I pray Doesn't it feel different Nothing like before Something old some what strange like a white rabbit and a big fox it's all different different shapes and sizes different lives and cravings just so different.