A Love that wasn't

I've loved when he wouldn't Showing him i tried n I tired to the fullest He could of embraced the truth but couldn't So he hated me & he uncontrollably showed it So long I've loved to love when I knew i shouldn't Seeing him on repeat he'd always loose it He cried whenever I ran when I awakened Finally felt his lies i was truley mistaken He was a lost angel mistaken for a life saver I was an angel turning to a forever blamer In his eyes I was nothing Yet nothing that couldn't be let go I was something Something dissolved into depression forever coming Finally free confused of what was but I knew one thing He knew I was true, ignored it, so he let his anger overrule what a silly way to think.