a lost trust

whenever I trust betrayal in their mind is a must if I could let go of the past would I be free at last be me one day and see the envy others eyes but then again sadness begins to rise even I don't get a say set your soul a flame and let it speed like a moving train for those who forsake you could come running back with the loss of trust comes worry and not many people know the story bit then so many others decide oh let's go along with the ride through the sea of wonder comes the trenches of worry through the beauty of trust but the hideous side of guilt