A Longing

Sometimes I ache When my back feels bare When my heart feels heavy And there's this hole in my heart That makes me crave love Even if it's not near Even if it's not there It reminds me of the love I never had A love I always wanted A love I'm too young to experience Otherwise I'd break it Otherwise I'd leave it I don't like to keep love Maybe I can only long for it Waiting for the time to cherish it Waiting to finally feel the warmth with it But today My back will be cold It'll be bare My heart will be heavy It'll feel like a hole has been put in it And I will go about my day Waiting to have it another way