A Little Insight

So many emotions running through my head sometimes I've wondered if I was better off dead. They say to write, just maybe you'll get a little insight. perhaps if they only knew cutting is what gives me light. My emotions stayed locked away, like a high I never wanna come down... to plant my feet on this gritty ground. The sounds inside my head are like ocean water to a wave, so powerful yet you can't see which one is the real sound, maybe it's all of them, or maybe just one. I'm done faking my smile. Like fire to a flame, my emotions burning me from the inside out. I want to break free, get on one knee, and tell Jesus how sorry I am for this self-harm. Yet why sound the alarm if I'll hit snooze In 5 minutes? You see I want to be free not just a quick fix like Chex-mix to a snack pack quick and easy no, that's not working. I want FREE PEACE AND HAPPINESS. How can I find that if all I know is one day cutting made everything go away? So just for today, I stay cause YOU say just WRITE ✍️...... And maybe you'll get A LITLLE INSIGHT!... By: Alaina Roberts xoxo