..a life.without.you..

holy shit ok.... pain...!!!! more more fucking pain... agony ... insanity .. .. I feel the interruption in our flow in your energy ... the reluctance in your voice ... that u have had lately.. how u come to me ... about things.. and how u see them... I can barely believe it .. u want to b free... u want an end ... to this story .., ur breaking my heaanottjur tearing my soul.. ur ripping my life away ... and u don't even know.. what ur gonna do to me is gonna leave me in my sin... with u there is nothing ... left in the world for me ... ur breaking my heart .. my reflection in your eyes is changing .. and ur just slipping thru my grasp .. the most beautiful gift I've ever received let go and lost ... I'm so fucking helpless . omfg stop!!! I can't face this reality.. an image so warped .. I can't even imagine a world so lonely and cold... with no light to shine on my soul... to help thru my endless darkness .. I can't imagine a life without u ... promise u won't let go..!!?