a life unlived

I want to talk about it but I can't put it into words I'm so mad about it Point me the way on the compass North isn't working for me Point me the way to the sea This street is unknown to me but I've lived here all my life I'm holding the steering wheel and don't know what car I drive And I'm just making mistakes At least that's what I say We both know that isn't true You see right through my mirror But I see you too I have this selfish idea That only i see the full moon My words won't come out Throw me away and lick the spoon