A letter to you.

I want to right you the longest love letter in the world. But every time I go to write, I begin to think. What would you think? If I just got a pen and some paper, or went to our messages. This letter could easily write itself. I could let my heart go wild and tell you all my thoughts. I'd tell you how you remind me of the sun. How just seeing you makes my day brighter. Or I'd tell you how my anger towards you is false. How I use harsh words as a cushion for my feelings. I could tell you how you're the best kind of weird. So weird it's endearing. I'd tell you how I could listen to you for hours. Even though you think I don't care. I'd tell you how you're so smart. It's almost unfair. Yet I'd never say these things aloud. For when you're near, I choke up and I can barely breath. My heart beats so loud. The thoughts leave my head. Sincerely, me.