A letter to you

Hello hope you are doing well, I mean I guess that's how I should start bit sincerely I don't care, I don't care about what you are doing now, I don't care about who you are seeing now, I don't care if I'm the one you think of when you have crush Chats with your friends . I have greater problems now and it pains me that you can't comprehend I thought I had a friend but turns out it was fake maybe it's my fault for I never really tried to understand, I just wanted to talk but you came with a tiring mind game for us to play, I told you I'm not a player but still you insisted and here we are back to the stranger position again. Now, I'm still trying to find a way to express using words the feeling I have in the core of my heart, you know I don't like showing feelings for I'm one that easily cries, I'm afraid of those and I never hid it but you went out of your way to make me regrette knowing you. I wish I was like before I had a hole on my chest yes but not this big, you came and dig it and now I'm left bleeding nonstop. I really wish I could sleep forever right now, for I'm tired of your boring ways and this silly games, why is sincerity so hard to respect, why did I even engage myself to this extend. Your...