a letter to my mon

dear mom, u said you'd always believe me but of course u don't when it comes to a guy that drives u around and buys u drugs. you said you'd always have my back but u did when I wasnt failing grades not when my heart was under attack. you said I'm ur perfect daughter but ur not my perfect mother. you said you said u would never break my heart but u not believing me when it matters most is what really is tearing me up bit by bit peice by peice part my part.