A Letter to Abba

Hey papa, My soul cries out from deep within me. & I'm ever so tired of carrying it alone. Abba I'm on my knees offering my grief, pain, and a darkened soul Please help me cultivate a new heart. There's beauty to be found here. I just need to work the ground. Help me trust you. I want you to be My fortress, Refuge, & Rock. It's a steep learning curve after so many years of hurting But I'm ready. I wanna see you move. I wanna work with you this time & actually grieve the trauma, that I couldn't as a kid. So I lift up my soul Lord. Let's get to work.