A lesson...

I hate myself not because I'm ugly nor because I'm annoying but because I couldn't love you the way you wanted it. I guess that's how life works probably it's a simple lesson which has a deep meaning. But when I look into your eyes I feel it. I feel the indifference in your eyes the way you become silent near me I guess I never treated you the way you wanted to be treated. But they do, and seeing you happy is something that makes me smile even though I look at you like I don't care I still care for you. I learned a lesson that not everyone sees me as the first priority. I understand it because I'm worthless. I wish you to be happy for the days ahead...