A Last Note

Right now, I want to hug you as tightly as possible I know it's not possible Feelings are not shown but felt, but have you felt it in my jealousy, in my shyness, the way I carried you on my cycle, how I listened to your boring stories with great enthusiasm? Cruelty is me, and I am cruel Yes I made mistakes that are not reversible I know it's not possible It's not possible for me to have you, To love you with all my soul, to intertwine both our hearts To hold you in the darkness of the night, to see you in the morning the moment I open my eyes I loved you, and I still do I know it's possible The bus stand, this poor thing, with the loving eyes, staring at you, what a graceful sight Maybe, it is possible But we, being together the way I envisioned us Oh, how bitterly, sharply, intensely and dreadfully, I know the truth, I know, it's impossible, me and you, as US