A goodbye and a hello...

It took me a long year to decipher if I needed to say you a goodbye or not. It was a very important decision for me, one I didn't want to regret. But come to think of it, regret was not saying you one, A goodbye to betrayal, pain and torture, manipulation, deceit and disrespect. It's a long time going, My sores almost healed, some scars vanished. I wear now new smiles. Today you say hello, But some hellos are not to be responded to. Yours is one of them. Yours is an hello that bring me tears and reasons to come running into your arms, Forgetting your arms brings me harm. A hi to your hello will reinjure my sores. Away is where I found peace, far from your hellos.