A girl and demon of addition

I feel myself leave my body look at the little girl naughty for sure exasperated myself at every turn infantilizing myself so I burn my flesh Each cigarette burns on my sink Little stories akin to the little house on the hill I haven't had enough so I need my fill cigarettes for breakfast cigarettes for lunch cigarettes everyday cigarettes for brunch cigarettes for every meal the demon of additions deal after all of my conviction it just my deal with the demon of addition My admission of my dreaded shame For im the only one i can blame