a genuinely good person..

what is it with finding the right one? I'm always getting hurt and just hiding the fact I am. so why can't I find the right one? a genuinely good person, one who won't hurt me? I knew he wouldn't hurt me, but then he didn't love me the same as I did him. he's so sweet, though. I still love him.. he's a genuinely good person. he's the one I want, not anyone who's just "similar" to him. he's the one guy that I finally felt loved me he's the one guy that I knew would purposely hurt me. a genuinely good person is hard to find. because an actual good person would have tried harder. sure, he's amazing, sweet, and perfect in my eyes. and yes, he is a good person. one of the best people I've ever met. but I can't make him love me. I can't make him as obsessed as I am with him. so why am I still trying? because of him my favorite person, the one that got away.