A friend of those girls

Why do I keep falling in love with those boys? Those boys who just used me as one of their toys But, the real question is why do I keep friending their girls? Even though I know that it hurts Am I too soft-hearted Even though the swan is dead? But, honestly I keep learning and realizing it slowly That I don't want to cause a chaos Wishing happiness for them is what I do the most I don't want to be their enemy I just want to be friendly and slowly be free © Domar Esmabe