a fraying soul

i used to love someone with my whole heart i used to believe that the star dust we're both made of had been yearning to be reunited since the dawn of time i used to believe she felt the same took her home to meet my family, told her things i could barely bear to think i trusted her when she said she loved me the same believed her when she lied while i begged her for the truth and now i am alone with nothing left to give my heart is battered and tired my soul is shredded and fraying everyone says that what i want is not out of reach but i thought that i had it i dont want something else i want to go back before it all fell apart i want her to love me like she said she did