A Feeling

I'm not alone I know that But still I know I am alone A feeling there isn't a word for Something they won't understand It's alright I don't understand it either So why should I expect them to? It's an echo a constant numbness It's nothing and at the same time everything It's the sound of you yelling The sound of you laughing It's your presence It's your absence It's the sound of the rose Hitting your casket as I drop it into your grave