A Failure

I failed They relied on me When it was my chance to lead All our effort derailed Set fire to the pages of the past Burned the bridges of our future Then got patted on the shoulder Don't tell me it's okay Don't tell me to not give up Be quiet please I have a headache I want to cry but don't deserve to I'm ashamed of my existence I was a Failure A Failure Don't smile at me The guilt pools in my stomach I want to throw up Why is it so hard to get there I want to give up But then I would be a fuck up But is there a point I was a Failure A Failure