A Dream

I don't know what to do with all these feelings My emotions are scattered and my anxiety is through the ceiling At first he gave me happiness and peace But now it's like he's just pacifying me The 'I love you' used to mean so much more It made me feel alive and I felt that in my core But now I think he's just saying it Without meaning, with out the fire lit So now where do we go from here Physically and emotionally we are no where near And I'm so confused and lost Its like our love was all just false No truth in the way I thought he felt I thought it was real because he made my heart melt I want it to go back to the way it was before Where I thought he wanted so much more But now I feel like it's not going to get better And that this was all a dream, we were never together