A delusional future celebrity

I must be known I must be an inspiration I must be a unique creation How I need that powerful sensation Written in the history books Complimented for my good looks Be known for generations Will not tolerate any discrimination But when my reputation turns rotten I get forgotten My heart shotten They'll bring down my statues, my fame, all that I've gained. God can you see what's happening? They saw the true me and they are enraged Who are they? What am I talking about? I made this up just to stand out A child in a room that is dark and light Trying to not sleep for the night The excitement for the sight that's gonna happen tomorrow. I've written a manifesto for my heart Just to tear it all apart One day this'll be lost But at what cost? For what reason? Im in the prime of my life I may have committed treason But hey it's the time of the season