a day with my lover

I put on comfortable yet pretty clothes today we went to the skatepark I'm dumb and I forgot my skate at home anyways, I was going to see you so I didn't pay much attention to it we laid on the grass cuddling and sharing soft kisses vaping a little to help me fully relax after having the worst week of the year I felt calm, being with you makes me happy we walked around the park went to visit my mom at her store later we went back to the skatepark I rested on the grass writing down all my problems cheering for you when you landed a trick you skated for a while when you came back you were all sweaty I didn't really care so I cuddled with you again chatting about random topics it was so fun, I love you but we had to go to our homes I get back to mine an hour later it's a long trip I get sad again, like always I texted you instead of hurting myself I didn't want to disappoint you so I didn't cut I kept writing shitty poems for you writing them in English it's easier for me but harder for you English isn't our first lenguage you're not very good at english I send you the poem in both languages you said you liked it my crying stopped we went to bed you're asleep now and here I am writing about our day