A cry for help?

My head, my thoughts, nobody knows how I feel God? I don't understand why he's doing this to me There's no help, and no land in sight Do I just give up on swimming and drown? But I'm scared, I can't drown, I'm scared of what lays at the bottom of the sea, waiting for me to give up My arms are weak, and there's no help in sight. It's useless to scream, no one can hear me, even if they can, will they come? Ama❤️