A brew of me

A scoop of eagerness and four wheel drive, get mellowed out with a pinch of sleep deprive, then some anxiety and suicidal thoughts, gets overwhelmed by a spoon of love for nature and willing faught's  A big glug of the love of living and hate of the same, and a pinch of too quick to think that I'm always too blame, some might even call me insane, yet somehow on earth I still remain. A bucket of wonder of flora and fauna, then another filled with existential trauma, sweating like I'm in a sauna, a pinch of reaching the goals I wanna. A splash of stubbornness… oops too much! I need to mellow it out with some kindness touch, I slipped again and trust came to rush, trying to get some powder off with a brush, To say this brew is unsavory, this pot is still full of brevity.