A break from pain at midnight

I suffer in pain, every night and day. Midnight reached my brain, why do I feel the same? I need a break, from this pain. I cry at midnight, when I feel the same. Life is scary, but so is pain. Not to brag, but I don't feel the same. I feel broken and unseen. The midnight light, blossoming in the sky. My pain gets worse, every night and day. I can't help but to suffer in pain. I wish it was all different. For I look at the midnight sky, feeling the same pain I felt yesterday.