A 1000 questions

I find myself into that dark experience again and again My head hurts for all those flashbacks My eyes become watery remembering that am a bad omen my world becomes dim cause all the light has gone out why us??? Human is to error but why me ??? why am I still hurting even when I forgave?? How do I forget??? Will you truly change ??? Are you being true or its another lie which will end into betrayal???? Do you love me enough as you say??? Do you accept me as I am or is it all pretence ??? Will the world be kind to us this time ??? Will you ever forget her en love me that much as you love her ???? Just buried in sorrow with a thousand questions 😭💔....