8 words

something in me stopped working after you said these 8 words something in me has given up I was frozen I was shocked I couldn't move my body hadn't realized what just happened but my mind had you said these 8 words and that changed everything I used to be happy when I was around you but after you said these 8 words you knew how I would feel sad, crashed, in pieces sobbing, after I stepped out of your door through which I probably went for the last time I always felt at home here with you now I don't have a home anymore I'm completely alone I fell into depression and later I thought about which of these 8 words had hurt me the most I still don't know that but I know one thing for sure that I now need to start hating you cause maybe that's the only way of healing that could possibily work and all of that only because of you when you said these 8 words that made me break down and after a long, long time I will slowly start to get up and then please, don't help me fall over like that ever again with saying these 8 words you heared ?