8 mark day

TW: SELF HARM today was a one mark day one mark day to fade away nothing left but a facade today was a two mark day. two straight lines, wondering why today was a three mark day. three bloody lines just passing time today was a four mark day. a little game of tic tac toe at my wrist nobody can win at this game today was a five mark day. three this morning and two at night just chilling alone with a knife today was a six mark day. six little marks sending the pain straight to my heart today was a seven mark day. just a few while I stay planning on going far far away today was an eight mark day eight final marks to numb my pain I realize now it will never be enough not until I'm in the dust