7/3/2021

I needed you. When your mother called my phone I didn't want to believe the truth. Yet, I knew. I knew your pain "Lane". I knew you struggled for balance. I knew that every day waking up for you was a challenge. This world is damaged, not you. We all got some trauma to work through. I was more than willing to be a crutch because when I needed you, you were always clutch. 20 years wasn't enough. I needed more time, another day. I don't even pray, but I tried today. I cried today because the hurt set in. Knowing that I wont get to see my best friend again.