5:06

5:06 am I can't sleep thinking of all my life and how it could be. all the people who's supposed to be in and all the relationships that came to an end. thinking of how I am now and how I was then. I left my body along time ago. don't know who this is as I write and I speak. I know I've got to change something change everything in order for me to be happy. have the great life and a great man who will love me not denie me. could have my family I wouldn't feel lonely. 5:06 is the best I feel because before that I had no idea. but I do know forsure is this demon inside will disappear. I'll never forget 5:06