5:00 AM

Watching porn in the morning when suddenly it dawns, my life is not normal. No, it is far from. And why was I born? This life is a chore. Im feeling so bored, and everything's sore. I can't do this no more, can't keep up my head or even my jaw. Is any of this fair? I'm not too sure. I suddenly lost it all. But what do I lose when I'm already poor? When I have nothing to show for my time on this ball. Regret creeping in. it makes itself known. With a fear of sleeping, you'll awake with a frown. The mind plays its tricks.. "I'm here." Wait.. How? Again, it's the morn, and your life is repeating. You're soulfully snoring and need a good beating. Why can't I stop yawning. I hope it's a weed thing. Please don't stare at me. I'm going to start freaking. Going to work just isn't working, When I finally get home and still feel like nothing. I get to sit on my throne made from the flushings. Again, all alone in the smoke and the coughing. You thought you could do this, but you're struggling to stop it. Are you pained by the pain you've caused? It must be constantly throbbing.