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So for now, excuse me, . . excuse me if I look and feel so distant, .your acts threw me so far off your shore that I feel beaten just looking at the counter flow of current that I have to go through just to get back to you. I see no worth in going back, I don't want to. In the meantime, please stop throwing hate at me just because you see me not doing anything to reach back to you, I decided to go through the flow of this raging currents away, away from you. . I will float until I feel I am on a calmer tone, until I got the energy to swim, to surf to a new shore where hopefully be mine to heal me. . and if there be new people the, I hope they genuinely see see through me and help me, yeah just help me nurture me, I don't need people to do that for me for I can do it myself. I need people to wake up and see our actual state and help one another to nurture each other unselfishly.