3 person view

3 View I have constantly felt like I was watching my own self, like watching a movie Born, raised, tamatized, used and hurt. I have felt like I watching it go down unable to do anything. it's like I am happy yet not I remember the moment but I can't smile or Lough about it it's like I'm empty and there's nothing I can do you know the movies you just watch with a poker face because you are bored yet sit on your phone while watch it that's how I feel like going through my life...