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Your recklessness threw me back on that free void, it feels like I was thrown back to that raging monsters of cold and dark, vast uncalmed ocean and everything is hitting me waves after waves and in every direction. I saw you trying to reach me, I am aware you're throwing something in to get me but I can't reach back. I cannot extend my arm out because this time, you threw me out a little to far off your saving shore, I am far out of safety, I had to remember how to surf, how to float and navigate this current inside me, but this time, I will fight for me, I will float in the meantime, because, right now the waves are crashing me, . I will navigate this monster currents and find the calm in me. . watch me. . watch me for I will get back to the shore. . a shore for me, a shore with no you, a shore with the same intensity of worth I see in me, this time, I will hope for a new shore with people who'll not be reckless in throwing me back to that monster sea.