2nd best in show

WHATEVER WHATEVER, I'll be like this forever! No one's first choice, I know of it better! I'm no one's first person, that's just how it is! I'm not sure what it's like to be the first in the biz! I've steeled my heart, and I've powered my core, to be able to deal with these fucking rejections galore! I'm used to it now, knowing way better, but it still consumes my soul to the core! Actions strike deep, the words strike plague I'm done and tired of being so brave...