2am

why am i sad? i should be happy. (why can't i be happy?) i should be. i really should be. i'm broken. i need to fix myself. i need help. i need help. i really need help. i'm lost and confused with my position in this life. [what am i here for?] my thoughts are a foreign concept. sorry, i'm sorry. i'm not mad, not at you or anyone. i'm sorry.