2/26/18

I feel like I'm chasing something for no reason, going in knowing most likey there's nothing there for me ,yet i feel in my chest i long for something that seems impossible for me to ever grasp again...yeah i love her...i always have .....as our bond grows through this friendship i can't help but want and miss something we've left behind....she means the world to me...no matter how much i ignore these feelings ..and just enjoy the happening of now i can't seem to keep it away long...maybe cause i enjoy and appreciate all the time and moments share i just wish it had more meaning then it does ...there's a void in my chest i can't seem to fill...I'll forever be alone if i can't fill it.