2 in 1 (pt2)

The thought of you now makes me feel emptier than ever. I guess I can now tally you too for the list of failed relationships. But what really pains me is that you're now also a part of the list of failed best-friends. maybe you were never meant to be involved in my life nor I in yours and I suppose if that's the way it is then so be it. I never wanted to lose you in either sense but I have in both. I hope you know I think of you everyday, even if I try not to. For some odd reason, everything in my life seems to be connected to you in some way. Every other post I see on social media is one I would send to you. Seeing my cousin's cat reminding me of how much you love them. A car I saw with the flag of the country part of your family is from. Sad songs feeling too relatable, music is my favorite escape from life and its hassles yet all it did was break me down further. I'll get over you eventually, hopefully sooner than later. I thought we would have lasted longer than this but it was fun while it lasted and I'll hold onto that but it would behoove me to let you go. You've made your decision which was what's best for you, I guess. The climb out of this pit of loneliness will be treacherous but I'll make it.