1st Poem

At this very moment... And I don't know why, But I thought Id give this writing shit another try. Been Thinking bout it heavy lately, along with many another things. That are all important, but put off Cuz im all crammed up, buzy losing to a fight with my emotions.. Wouldn't say I want to die. Rather watching from the outside. . with the rest that stand by hoping that i fail. Yet still can't help but wonder is there anyone out there who could ever genuinely care.