1st jan 2025

it's January first of the new year , I have made a promise with you and myself . I will keep it until the time comes . for I know not how to hold my tears when you used to hold me in your arms know , for i know not how to walk alone when we used to walk together for I know not how to eat by myself when you used to feed me , for i know not how to clear my head when you used to listen my word , for I know not if I hold my hand in fear when you used to hold it , for I know not how to pull myself together when you used to hug me , for I know not how to get peace when you used to be my peace ..... it might be the new start but all I wish is to be with you and spend our lives altogether .