18 married

18 the age I thought I'd never make it to, the age we all think we might not make it too yet here I am lying still in the darkness that consumes me, in the wake of a moment that my hearts pure and forgiven I see hope but is that hope true? I'm only 18 they say you've got so much life left, no, no I don't I'm 18 and that life less because I have no life, oh my life I used to be a joyful girl concealed emotionally away from betrayal before I knew it all I was 18 married indefinitely no where to run no where to hide