1:30 am; Exhausted & Alone

i tried to breath but never swallowed, my pride it ran, my sanity followed. Across the porcelain into a stain. The disease it sits ... eating my brain. Now I'm lost for words and nothing can excite. I can finally breath again once it settles into night. Daily paranoia, cocaine abscura. Diamonds dance within my bdreams, giants and spiders within the picture. Watch as the ink dries, blood flows and time flies. What we was once used to has reluctantly died ... I think of you and feel a sih.