1280 days

How can I ever get over this Everyone keeps telling me it gets better but when will it it's been 1,280 days I blacked out that year all I hear from everyone is It WILL get better but everyday without you is like I'm being held underwater choking for air I'm a little child who forgot their floaties my chest is heavy Everytime I hear your name my throat closes thinking about you but, mi amor you were so beautiful you are still so damn beautiful