10 weeks

Wrote you a letter Idk why I wrote it Maybe it's because I felt bad for what I did Maybe it's because I needed closure or something But I wrote it and you read it I wanted to know how you felt while reading it Were you surprised? Were you relieved? I wish you could tell me I know you wonder why I can't talk to you To be honest I don't know either Maybe because I am scared Idk what was going through my mind when I wrote it What were my expectations? To be ignored for weeks? To be passed on like I was nothing? To look like a fool? Maybe that's why I regretted writing that stupid letter I felt stupid for waiting on you I felt stupid for feeling like you cared Which you didn't 10 weeks Yes I counted And I waited for you