10 lives

if I had 10 lives, I'd spend the first one following in my parents steps to prove they don't always know what's best, I'd spend the 2nd one trying to fix my parents lives instead of my own, I'd spend the 3rd one running away realizing I can't change them nor can I live to their expectations, I'd spend the 4th one searching for approval from others, and the 5th one I'd spend not living in fear and calling It quits on my parents, the 6th one will spend commiting crimes and daring the devil on his punishments, the 7th I'd spend on watching my parents get torn apart mentally by chronic illness, the 8th life I'd spend thinking about someone to love, the 9th life I'd spend finding you and living with you, and the 10th life I'd spend sittin' by the ocean with you wishing I found you kn every life instead of spending life's like money, cause life's are more valuable then any money but you should never auction off your life or spend it like it's unlimited, cause I only have 1 life, but after finding you, I'd know where to turn my head and look from now on.