1 october

it 1 October you wrapped your arms around me making me feel safe from the loneliness and quietness of 5 month you kissed the bruises and maked new ones even when you left in the second of october making me wonder what to do to be ever loved I breathed in your skin and smelled the perfume of my own heart breaker and wonder will your cold kisses ever turn warm you said baby but not my woman not my heart not my life but you were my life so here iam alone in the 3 october while the tree crimson leaves falling saying goodbye to my october lover